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17th-Aug-2021 10:43 am - Fic Master List
immortal beloved

This is a master list of all my POTC fiction, which is mainly Jack/Will. All fics have headers and disclaimers and ratings. Several of my fics carry a NC17/M warning, so no underage readers, please! Um, I haven't archived any drabbles, yet.

All long fics or chapters are linked from the bottom of the previous installment.

If there's anything missing, let me know!

(Some of my older fics appear to have f-ups on the formatting. I've tried to change it, but LJ's word limit seems to have been somewhat reduced since I posted them, and now I can't edit them with that number of words in the post *terse sigh*)


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Esca - bring the fierce
First off, you guys, I am so sorry for never being around any more. I MISS YOU ALL. I have still got a million things to read and comment on from, um, before Christmas? And lalala, I will not talk about my total failure to write anything. It's still all the usual stuff  getting in the way - I've been involved with the films we're doing for work for a few weekends (WHICH I AM TOTALLY COOL WITH - THIS PROJECT, I LOVE IT :D), and the weekends I haven't been working have been full of fun stuff - weddings, hen parties, family and friend visits. And evenings, well, those are for cooking and chores and sleeeeeep.

BUTBUTBUT, OMG, I am so excited right now because I am halfway out the door and about to set out for Glasgow, to spend a (very) long weekend with motetus andpoziomeczka, full of cake and booze and obligatory Old Scottish Roman ShitTM. On Monday we're planning on going to Hadrian's Wall for the beacon lighting, and a picnic which will probably be 10% M&S sandwiches, 10% wasp-swatting, and 80% rain. I am going to be very disappointed if this guy is not in my picnic basket. He is obviously very happy about this photoshoot.



JUBILEE? WHAT JUBILEE? YAY, SCOTLAND!!!

UGH, I LOVE YOU GUYS 
♥♥♥♥♥
Esca - bring the fierce

And sunshine! This is a bit of the Forum, OMG :-D


I hope you all have a fantastic Sunday :-) xxx

Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

Esca - bring the fierce
Okay, you wonderful people, I hate to disappoint you but I am still struggling with a bit of a block on PF. It's coming, but reeeeeeally slowly. I needed to do a major rework of the middle section, but I think I have it settled now. So, uh, now I just need to keep writing all the bits in between. It's also been massively busy in RL - all good stuff, but mostly work has kicked up even more and is very exciting. We're in the process of planning a series of educational films at the moment for KS3 RE and it's taking up a lot of time and brain-space ;) I'm really enthusiastic about working on something that encourages integration and understanding among younger people towards others who aren't the same as them. Since I'm a not-religious person in any way, I love that we're focusing on the sociological aspects of various faiths. Also, yay, I will probably be attending some of the shoots in various parts of the country! THIS IS AWESOME.

BUT ALSO, OMFG, I'M GOING TO BATH TOMORROW AND ROME ON SATURDAYYYYY!!! My friend and I have been planning this trip for over a year now, and I can't believe it's finally here! We're staying in a hotel opposite the Forum! On Tuesday we are visiting Hadrian's Villa! I get to rub myself all over the sexy ruins and hot centurions! There is soon to be a national shortage of ice-cream and mozzarella in Italy because we will eat it all, mwahaaa! EXCLAMATION POINTS AND CAPSLOCK CANNOT CONVEY THE EXCITEMENT I AM FEELING. And, through the wonder and marvel of serendipity, the very hotel I linked to in a post the fabulous motetus made about visiting Rome is where my friend booked us in to have brunch on Sunday as a treat for us, and to celebrate Women's Day! HOW LOVELY IS SHE? ALSO, MY MIND IS BLOWN :D

I need to go away now and measure my suitcase for the umpteenth time to satisfy my paranoia that it will pass Easyjet's draconian luggage restrictions. Also, shove my teeny toiletries into a tiny plastic bag. How are you all, you dazzling and delightful creatures???

(E.T.A. Aw, maaaan, I am going to miss the posting for e_e. Still, that means LOADS of fic to read when I get back! I, um, think I also need to read and comment on all the stuff from Yuletide. And all the stuff after that, too *sheepish* 2012, Y U GO SO FAST?)
19th-Oct-2011 06:16 pm - SOUND THE SQUEE ALARM
Esca - bring the fierce
Lovely, lovely bunn has drawn a beautiful piece of art for Chapter 8 of Pia Fidelis. It's absolutely gorgeous - such clean lines and wonderful composition. She's done it in the style of Pauline Baynes, who did the evocative illustrations for the 'Narnia' books, and she's captured the feel of Baynes's illustrations magnificently, along with giving it a magic that is all her own. It's got that lovely elegance of a mediaeval manuscript to it, which I adore. I feel so, so honoured that she's drawn it. GO TELL HER HOW AWESOME SHE IS :D ♥  


Esca - your slave
Title: Pia Fidelis
Author: ainsoph15
Pairing: Esca/Marcus
Rating: PG13 for this chapter
Summary: In between the lines of a story about honour is another story about love. This is an attempt to fill in those lines and to tell that story, with all the scenes that weren't shown.
Warnings: A not-particularly graphic hunting scene with a deer
Word count: 4646 for this chapter
Disclaimer: The characters from the book 'The Eagle of the Ninth' belong to the estate of Rosemary Sutcliff, and the film, 'The Eagle' is the property of Toledo Productions, Film Four and Focus Features. All creative rights to the original characters and situations depicted within are held by the respective owners; any additional original material is attributable to the author, and no profit is being made from this story.
Author's notes: I am a little dubious about how anyone not in the army obtained weaponry by legal means, but Marcus and Esca seem to have got some from somewhere in the film, and Uncle Aquila doesn't look like the kind of guy to just randomly have pointy stuff around the house. So I'm hoping the armourer outside the city walls in this chapter isn't too far off the mark. If it is, you know where I am ;)
ETA: This chapter now has gorgeous, gorgeous art by the lovely bunn It captures the atmosphere perfectly and I am so very grateful to her for drawing it :)



“I don't know which is worse; that you value him so highly, or that others have valued him so little.”Collapse )


Esca - never surrender
Title: Pia Fidelis
Author: ainsoph15
Pairing: Esca/Marcus
Rating: R for this chapter
Summary: In between the lines of a story about honour is another story about love. This is an attempt to fill in those lines and to tell that story, with all the scenes that weren't shown. 
Warnings: None (but let me know if any of you think otherwise)
Word count: 5347 for this chapter
Disclaimer: The characters from the book 'The Eagle of the Ninth' belong to the estate of Rosemary Sutcliff, and the film, 'The Eagle' is the property of Toledo Productions, Film Four and Focus Features. All creative rights to the original characters and situations depicted within are held by the respective owners; any additional original material is attributable to the author, and no profit is being made from this story.
Author's notes: I know nothing about wrestling (sexy or otherwise), but used this for reference, as Roman wrestling was based on Greek wrestling. 
Additional note: YOU GUYS, I AM SORRY. THAT WAS AN INEXCUSABLY LONG GAP BETWEEN POSTS. Thanks to motetus for all her cheerleading this weekend which helped me get this bloody bit finished, and for her general awesomeness :D and thanks to all of you being so amazing and encouraging when I've been complaining about how stuck I've been these last few months. YOU ALL ROCK BIG TIME.




You said it yourself - speed can outmatch strength. Now, see if you can get me on my back.Collapse )
21st-Jun-2011 06:18 pm - HELLOOOO!
Esca - bring the fierce
I am fine, you guys, and so glad that's all over. Finally, I can feel that background pain has gone. I am just so grateful, and so happy (and lol, no, that's not because of the drugs). I'm on the right side of getting better, and I want to thank you all for how awesome and supportive you've all been. Every single one of you is a star :-) The phone signal here is pretty crap (why so faily, Oxford?) so I might be very slow with everything atm, and not just because I'm spacey - I hate being reliant on my phone for a 'net connection. (Um, hee, as I lay on the gurney and the anaesthetist put me under this morning, and the room started spinning, he said, 'Think of something that makes you happy,' and I went out like a light with a huge grin on my face. DON'T WORRY, DUDE, I HAVE GOT MY HAPPY-SURGERY THOUGHTS COVERED, K THX zzz.) I love every one of you, you fabulous people :-) <3 xxx
20th-Jun-2011 08:33 pm - FINALLY! \O/
Esca - bring the fierce
Gallbladder is COMING OUT TOMORROW and I couldn't be more proud. Hurray! I'll try to do an update with my phone to let you guys know how it went - no internet while I'm at my mum's. I should be home on Saturday. LOVE YOU ALL ♥

(I'm excited. Is that weird? *g*)
Esca - bring the fierce
You guys! YOU GUUUUUYS!!! If any of you haven't seen the incredible art that motetus has just finished for chapter 6 of Pia Fidelis, GO LOOK NOW! I just - I can't even process how much I love it, and how ecstatic I am that she's done this. IT IS AMAZING. She's phenomenally talented. EVERYONE needs to see this, and see how glorious it is. (It's SFW, but it will make you squee :D) Honest to god, I am the luckiest person ever (and Z, I know you like to insist that you're not generous, but if this isn't just the most fantastic gift ever, I don't know what is *g*). My heart just won't stop racing every time I look at it, and I CAN'T STOP LOOKING AT IT :) 

THANK YOU SO MUCH, MY DARLING ♥ 

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SEE? SHE'S AWESOME :D
Esca - bring the fierce
The Fall of the Roman Empire is on BBC2 RIGHT NOW. Thank god there is a shit-ton of (really fabulously bad) scenery, because between Alec Guiness, Sophia Loren, Christopher Plummer and Jaaaaaaames Maaaaason (♥), THEY ARE ALL GNAWING ON IT LIKE IT IS SOME SORT OF DELICIOUS CAKE AND THEY CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF IT.

[NOM NOM - SIGNIFICANT EYE CONTACT AND FROWNING.]

'I AM ACTING. SEEEE ME EMOTE.'

[DRAMATIC ANACHRONISTIC STRING MUSIC!!!!!!]


(rinse and repeat for 3 hours)

THIS IS AN AWESOME AFTERNOON :D
Esca - bring the fierce
 Yeah, I just saw a clip of this on the One Show, and had to seek it out, and IT IS EVEN MORE AWESOME THAN I COULD HAVE IMAGINED.

EAGLE PEEPS - THIS IS FOR YOU :D


ETA: motetus - IT EVEN HAS A BAAAABY GOAT IN THE VIDEO ♥ 
Esca - bring the fierce
CAPSLOCK OF RAARR. LJ IS TAKING 5-10 MINS TO LOAD EACH AND EVERY PAGE - WHEN I REFRESH IT, WHEN I LOAD IT, WHEN I REPLY TO A COMMENT. EVERY. MOTHERFUCKING. THING. MASSIVE, MASSIVE ARSEHATTERY.

*hopping mad*

/first world problems

(comments disabled because, yeah, logic.)
5th-Jun-2011 11:29 pm - Pia Fidelis - Chapter 6
Esca - your slave
Title: Pia Fidelis
Authorainsoph15 
Pairing: Esca/Marcus
Rating: PG13/R (this chapter)
Summary: In between the lines of a story about honour is another story about love. This is an attempt to fill in those lines and to tell that story, with all the scenes that weren't shown.
Warnings: Behaviour that could be interpreted as (mutual) sexual harassment.
Word count: 4302 for this chapter
Disclaimer: The characters from the book 'The Eagle of the Ninth' belong to the estate of Rosemary Sutcliff, and the film, 'The Eagle' is the property of Toledo Productions, Film Four and Focus Features. All creative rights to the original characters and situations depicted within are held by the respective owners; any additional original material is attributable to the author, and no profit is being made from this story.
Author's note: THIS CHAPTER NOW HAS AN AMAZING PIECE OF ART BY THE LOVELY AND INCREDIBLY TALENTED motetus, who can see inside my head. I urge you to go and see it, and tell her how wonderful she is. I am the luckiest person ever :) 

5th-Jun-2011 11:08 pm - Pia Fidelis - Chapter 5
Marcus - centurion
Title: Pia Fidelis
Authorainsoph15  
Pairing: Esca/Marcus
Rating: PG (this chapter)
Summary: In between the lines of a story about honour is another story about love. This is an attempt to fill in those lines and to tell that story, with all the scenes that weren't shown.
Warnings: None in this chapter.
Word count: 3355 for this chapter
Disclaimer: The characters from the book 'The Eagle of the Ninth' belong to the estate of Rosemary Sutcliff, and the film, 'The Eagle' is the property of Toledo Productions, Film Four and Focus Features. All creative rights to the original characters and situations depicted within are held by the respective owners; any additional original material is attributable to the author, and no profit is being made from this story.



"I think it must be some cruel joke of the Fates, that my greatest joy was also my undoing.”Collapse )
5th-Jun-2011 10:43 pm - Pia Fidelis - Chapter 4
Esca - bring the fierce
Title: Pia Fidelis
Authorainsoph15  
Pairing: Esca/Marcus
Rating: PG (this chapter)
Summary: In between the lines of a story about honour is another story about love. This is an attempt to fill in those lines and to tell that story, with all the scenes that weren't shown.
Warnings: None in this bit!
Word count: 4848 for this chapter
Disclaimer: The characters from the book 'The Eagle of the Ninth' belong to the estate of Rosemary Sutcliff, and the film, 'The Eagle' is the property of Toledo Productions, Film Four and Focus Features. All creative rights to the original characters and situations depicted within are held by the respective owners; any additional original material is attributable to the author, and no profit is being made from this story.
Author's note: Um, the very small mention of ancient British customs and beliefs regarding trees and greenery in this chapter are a bit  handwavey and neopagan. Also, there's some debate about the duration of the Saturnalia festival. The  number of days it was celebrated changed over time. I've kept it to just one day here.

3rd-Jun-2011 11:02 am - Quick RL update
Esca - bring the fierce
 
I just realised I haven't really posted anything other than fic for nearly a year!


Anyway, tl;dr, what I am trying to say is that if I'm even flakier and/or more absent at the moment, I apologise. I'M SORRY, I STILL LOVE ALL YOU GUYS. YOU ARE AMAZING.
Esca - your slave
Title: A Wolf in Wolf's Clothing
Authorainsoph15 
Pairing: Esca/Marcus
Rating: NC17 (and possibly the porniest porn I have ever written)
Summary: Written for this prompt on the_eagle_kinkEsca wears a kilt. Marcus just about loses his mind. Cue Marcus bending Esca over, lifting his kilt, and fucking him hard. Modern AU. A Scottish castle. A wedding. Champagne. Groping. Unrelenting porn.
Warnings/Kinks: clothing!kink; come marking; rimming; orgasm denial; some d/s undertones
Word count: 7550
Disclaimer: The characters from the book 'The Eagle of the Ninth' belong to the estate of Rosemary Sutcliff, and the film, 'The Eagle' is the property of Toledo Productions, Film Four and Focus Features. All creative rights to the original characters and situations depicted within are held by the respective owners; any additional original material is attributable to the author, and no profit is being made from this story.
A/N: I kind of had to write this because I was driving myself mad with the UST in PF and NEEDED TO PORN THESE TWO. I don't even know, you guys X-O


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4th-May-2011 12:05 am - Pia Fidelis - Chapter 3
Marcus - centurion
Title: Pia Fidelis
Authorainsoph15  
Pairing: Esca/Marcus, past Marcus/OFC and OMCs
Rating: R/NC17
Summary: In between the lines of a story about honour is another story about love. This is an attempt to fill in those lines and to tell that story, with all the scenes that weren't shown.
Warnings: past non/dubcon; (historically accurate?) past underage!Marcus
Word count: 7560 for this chapter
Disclaimer: The characters from the book 'The Eagle of the Ninth' belong to the estate of Rosemary Sutcliff, and the film, 'The Eagle' is the property of Toledo Productions, Film Four and Focus Features. All creative rights to the original characters and situations depicted within are held by the respective owners; any additional original material is attributable to the author, and no profit is being made from this story.
Author's note: Roman orgies were really not all that common - but since this was to mark a special occasion, I'm hoping to get away with it ;)


It is as though every day is Saturnalia in this house.Collapse )
e/m fragile alliance
Title: Pia Fidelis
Authorainsoph15 
Pairing: Esca/Marcus
Rating: R (for now)
Summary: In between the lines of a story about honour is another story about love. This is an attempt to fill in those lines and to tell that story, with all the scenes that weren't shown.
Warnings: None so far.
Word count: ~7000 for these two chapters.
Disclaimer: The characters from the book 'The Eagle of the Ninth' belong to the estate of Rosemary Sutcliff, and the film, 'The Eagle' is the property of Toledo Productions, Film Four and Focus Features. All creative rights to the original characters and situations depicted within are held by the respective owners; any additional original material is attributable to the author, and no profit is being made from this story.
Author's note: This has rapidly turned into a very large thing of largeness. There's about a billion different prompts from the kink meme packed into it along the way, so if you spot one that's yours, thank you very much for being so wonderfully inspiring <3 I know nothing of Gaelidgh other than what an online translation dictionary can tell me, so my hugest apologies to any native speakers if I screw up spectacularly – and for only using single words because I am unable to form sentences! Also, I've tried to aim for historical accuracy, but if I've done something horribly anachronistic, please let me know so I can fix it :)


 
Father of my fathers, I pray you, watch over me. Give me the courage and strength to recover from this wound so that I might kneel before you in worship once again.Collapse )
21st-Oct-2010 01:29 pm - OMG, OMG, YOU GUYS!!!!!!!
happy
I JUST GOT A JOB AT OXFORD UNIVERSITY PRESS!!!!!!

So, yeah, I've been quiet on the RL front, because I've been crazily busy with applications and interviews. Everything went a bit wonky about a month ago, when the massage therapy course I'd been planning on doing (I know, total change of direction, lol) got cancelled because they were one person short. Well, since it seemed like it was a transitional time for me, I just thought, sod it, I've always wanted to work in publishing. I had a brilliant boost from a friend's mum who works at OUP, and she gave me loads of advice and encouragement. I tried for about a year to get a break in publishing after I left university, and I thought I'd have to give up on it forever. She gave me the push I needed to give it another shot. And I did. And in three weeks I'll be starting as a Project Controller for the company I've always dreamed of working for 8-O

There's some kind of message here about never giving up on your dreams, about going and grabbing them with both hands and making them happen for you. There's a verse about listening to Serendipity when she comes a-knocking. There's a whole chorus of 'Semper spes, numquam trado'. I'm sure there's more, but right now I'm incoherent with joy :D :D :D

I LOVE YOU ALLLLLL  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
31st-Aug-2010 10:51 am - Okay, wait, what? *NEEDS TOTEM*
bamfs
Yeah, ok, this has officially made my everything. I only just stumbled across it while I was stalking JGL's tumblr watching him sing in French from the Summer in the City show last night (also go and watch that, it is JOYOUS and gave me heart palpitations).

But, but, LOOK XD




"Much of Mr. Nolan’s visual inspiration for Inception came from MC Escher. I’ve never spoken to him about Legos, but I would bet he’s quite good with them."

This is entirely too lulzy for me, because I wrote this around the same time *wipes tears of mirth*: “Did you even play as a child,” Eames said, peering at Arthur with mock concern, “Or were you too busy building Belvedere out of Lego? It's tragic.”

I may never stop giggling like a FOOL. A CRAZY, CRAZY FOOL XD

We've all said it before, but I'll say it again - why so awesome, JGL? WHY? HOW? 

Also, FUCK YEAH, LEGO PENROSE. DO WANT!
darling
 
Title: Eat Me, Drink Me
Pairing: Eames/Arthur
Rating: NC17
Disclaimer: It's all Christopher Nolan's, he of the amazing nommable brain.
Word count: 13 402 (WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SHORT)
Notes: Written for this prompt and this prompt on the inception_kink  meme, though I'm not entirely convinced that it fills the exact parameters of either XO

“Don't pretend that your body is a temple,” Eames said, shoving thoughts of falling to his knees in worship aside, “I know perfectly well how much coffee you drink, and that you're not averse to a sneaky fag on occasion as well.” He hoped the entendre was not entirely lost in translation.Collapse )


Part 2
nap pack
 
Wow, this makes it look like a sleazy club singer AU. Awesome *g*



This Could Be EasyCollapse )
19th-Aug-2010 02:32 am - Inception fic post
bamfs
Yeah, I went and did it again. 

Title: Daedalus, fallen
Author: AinSoph15
Pairing: Arthur/Eames
Rating: R
Words: 4016
Disclaimer: It's all from Christopher Nolan's amazing brain, which I would nom delightedly, were I a zombie.
Summary: Arthur’s mind is terrifying in its ability to control things. His subconscious, then, is yet more powerful.
Notes: I gave in to my overwhelming love of mythology and this is what happened. Unbetaed. Any mistakes and mythological fuck-ups are my own.

There is a monster in the heart of the LabyrinthCollapse )
18th-Aug-2010 07:24 pm - Six icons meme :D
army of me
 
(Yeah, I probably should do an actual update post at some point, rather than just posting fic and memes. Hai guys!)

Icons chosen by my lovely venusinchains  :D Most made by me.



'Jack's worst nightmare' - ha ha, omg, this was from the first fanfic I ever wrote - 'More Seductive Than Purity', where (amongst a shit-ton of porn and some nominal plot) Jack imagines that the worst thing he could possibly be reincarnated as would be a slug wearing Cutler Beckett's wig. No, this is not a slug. It's the dear little worm from Labyrinth - he was too cute to resist. But that is Beckett's wig *g* Also, I have a feeling this is the first ever photomanip I did. Heh.



Oh, Zizek, how filled with awesome you are. He's a philosopher/critical theorist/director at Birkbeck Uni in London, and he's done a lot of work in Lacanian psychoanalysis. He also likes fucking with people, so he started out a lecture by writing 'psychoanalysis' on the whiteboard exactly like this. Yeah, it appealed to my sense of the absurd - and it implies crazy buttsex! FTW!!!



Nearly everyone has got an icon of their favourite character or celebrity with a dubious expression and captioned with 'O RLY', right? This is a Lovecraftian version by xolotl I found on LOLTHULU. Cthulu rises from the sunken city of R' Lyeh (I'm assuming the apostrophe move in the pic was intentional *g*) and is unconvinced that you will escape his TENTACLES O' DOOOOOM (sorry Jack!)



Eros and Thanatos are the Greek gods of sex and death - and the Freudian names for the sex and death drive supposedly common to all humans. They pretty much fit the description of CotFD Will and Immortal Jack to a tee :D Also, there's a section in 'Call', the long-assed fic I'm writing painfully slowly, where Jack tells Will a(n entirely fabricated out of my head) story about these two gods, in a typically Jack-like way to woo him *g*



Oh, boys :D These are my newest darlings, Arthur and Eames from Inception, who reminded me so much of my beloved pirates that I couldn't stop myself from falling headlong in lust with them straight away. The banter! The teasing! The eyesex! The 'OMG R U OK???'! *grabby hands* I hadn't even finished watching the film before 'I Get A Kick Out Of You' started up on my inner stereo. The lyrics are just perfect - so I've had to use them in a fic already - and this icon NEEDED to be made. Unfortunately, I've never made a gif icon from scratch before, and IT IS HARD FOR ME, OKAY? XD So yeah, it took me one WHOLE day. And the writing is still not aligned the way I wanted, damn it all to hell. Still, it's kind of hypnotic.
Arthur: *FLAILS*
Eames: *SMIRKS*
AinSoph: *HEARTS in my frikking EYES*


If anyone wants me to do them, sorry, I'm not that kind of girl just ask ;D
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